Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

English Assignment - No Soccer For Us



No Soccer For Us
The penetrating summer heat beats down on the freshly oiled, black pavement. It is by all standards a perfect day. Children frolic every which way and tired teachers are happy that it is finally recess. Two young children sit on the rugged, cement steps outside of Mrs. Clements fifth grade classroom. Anyone observing this scene would ask, “Why are those kids not playing or running around? It is such a nice day outside, why are they just sitting there?”
The truth is, Chris and I are, in fact, playing.  We are playing in a way that is different from our classmates. Both hunched over, brows furrowed over an old, tattered green notebook.                   
“What should we have him do now?” Exclaimed the younger boy Chris.
            “I think he should build a spaceship and attack some aliens!” I replied.
For almost the entire fifth grade year, myself and my friend Chris Dorious had sat on our teachers steps writing stories.  I’m glad we did, or “Black Jack” would never have been created. He would have stayed an undeveloped idea in our fresh, creative minds.
Black Jack was the fifth grade equivalent of the modern James Bond. He could do anything, and I mean anything. He could drive flashy, red speed boats away from the “bad guys.” He could be riding a camel in the blazing heat of the Egyptian desert one minute, and the next be snowboarding down an icy, treacherous Mt. Everest to save a damsel in distress.  The only thing that could destroy Jack was our lack of imagination, thus he was invincible.
I don’t remember why my young friend and I decided to start writing. I’m not sure why at nine years old, running in the blistering summer heat did not appeal to us. All I know is that we had been given a new, unopened set of colored gel pens, and we were intent upon using them. Black Jack became everything we wanted to become. He became everything we saw in movies, televisions, and even our own fathers. He was not an assignment given by a teacher, he was ours.
Writing and creating things of this nature at such a young age, became something I cherished. It allowed me to not see writing as something boring or mundane, but the exact opposite. It became my way to travel to the moon in a homemade spaceship, attract girls to like me, although I didn’t understand exactly why that was appealing at nine years old, and become the toughest Cadillac driving, money making, good looking dude on the playground.
I don’t remember any of my traditional writing assignments from my earlier years. I’m sure I did them without much fuss, unconcerned with the quality; but with Black Jack, I was concerned. Oh how I was careful and sure that what we wrote about him wasn’t just quality, it was “cool.”
Black Jack has since passed on and new characters and ideas have taken his place. It wouldn’t be too difficult to revive him from the dust though; perhaps he still has more stories to tell.  
It wasn’t a teacher encouraging me to write, it wasn’t my parents and heck, it wasn’t even the prospect of getting money for good grades. It was the untold stories in two young boy’s brilliant minds that needed to be told.
            I must give credit to my friend Chris as well. It was a combination of sitting down with my best friend, using new gel pens, and taking deep breaths of the sweet summer air that allowed me to develop a mutual friendship and respect with what we call writing.
            “Hey do guys want to come play soccer?” Said a boy, red faced and out of breath, as he came running up to us. I turn my head slightly to read the facial expression of Chris, and immediately upon seeing his face I know my response.
            “Hey Colton, that sounds like fun, but no soccer for us today.” Colton quickly took a second or two to consider this, his chubby cheeks red as a cherry.
            “Ok, whatever. Maybe you guys can play with us tomorrow.” And with that, he ran back into the throng of playing children, unscathed by our rejection.
Even though we were children, we understood something vitally important. Soccer was fun, but it could never produce the colorful, decorative world our young minds craved. Writing became our treasure map to that new, exciting world, and we never looked back. 

           





           

Friday, April 27, 2012

Teaching The Unteachable

This is my first attempt at creating a blog, hopefully all will go well. I am mostly starting this because of the massive amount of thoughts I find floating around in my mind, many of which I just need to get out and place on... well paper. 

I have been reflecting a lot recently a lot about where I am currently at in my life. I have been home from an LDS mission for almost six months! Wow I cannot believe it has been that long! I truly feel that I am making good decisions and am trying to become a better person. I look at the picture to the right and memories come flooding back into my memory. My mission was the most difficult thing I have ever done in my entire life. It is also the accomplishment of which I am most proud. I remember very well the day that my companion and I were walking and saw that drunk man. I remember feeling bad for him, wishing that I could wake him and teach him the Gospel, however I could not. It's hard to teach people who don't want to listen. I think of my own life, as good and bad as it is. How often am I like that intoxicated man on the bench? How often are people trying to give me advice, waiting for me to listen, and I simply won't make the effort to listen? I hope the answer to those two questions is not very often. 

I am finding that life is a difficult, complicated thing. I am also finding that deep within the difficulty and complication is where the deepest beauty and satisfaction can be found. My deepest fear is not achieving my full potential. I know that I can be great, a leader, a world changer, force for good, and that it all depends on me. Life will continue to move forward, this is a logical, inevitable fact. It is my hope that I will be part of that moving forward, that I will always challenge myself and not be afraid to try new things. I have blessed by my Heavenly Father with an abundance of wisdom. I am not concerned with achieving the ability to buy myself a mansion, nor do I have the desire make myself better than others. I only want to have a family and give all of myself to that family. I only want to study because I know that after this life I can take my knowledge with me. It is difficult at times to not get caught up in the vain things of the world, money, cars, success, fame. It takes much more intelligence and wisdom to be able to step back, to zoom out and see the big picture. 

I don't ever want to find myself in the position of that drunken man. I want to always be the one sitting by his side, ready to lend a hand. I feel that these desires I have are righteous enough and that I will be blessed to achieve them. The most interesting, boring, scary, thrilling, part about it....... it all depends on me.